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Practice Method for a Wednesday

12/29/2021

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Gene asked me what my morning was looking like. I replied that had written a practice plan. "Want to see it?" I asked and handed him the paper. He scrutinized it and then said. "If this was my to do list that I had to accomplish today I would have no idea what to do. Roman numeral three... phrygian? raised three?" 


One of the things I do with students is play through something with them (most recently it was a duet we were learning) and then set a timer for 3 minutes and have them practice without me interjecting and then we play it again. We do this a few times. Its a low brain power teaching plan for me, but it is also an intentional strategy to get them to understand that even a few minutes of practicing (on the hot seat in front of me) can improve their playing and their fun not abstractly for perfection but for the experience of playing something. It also lets me see how they are practicing and if they are solving problems or just repeating, and what they hear as problems... So today on my practice sheet I gave myself this practice method for Bach. It works well with something you might have learned fairly well but need to perfect/clean up/pay more attention to/need renewed interest for.

In my 13 minutes of practicing before playing through Gigue I started with the obviously out of tune double stops which led me to thinking about how much I am blocking or rolling them, how they are moving. I found a few bowings that weren't working and fixed those, and I changed a fingering.  I practiced m.13-15 with double stops focusing on my hand position and shifting in and out of it (for cleaning up the intonation). I also started wondering about how the second half fit with the first half in my style approach to the bowing and I have some questions...  Then I played through... I immediately noticed the things I had practiced, and also those questions that need clear answers. 

I think that frameworks/tasks for practice are really important. Sometimes we need those specific tasks in advance: fix the bowing. work on the double stops. analyze the style. But sometimes we just need a doable framework for practicing that allows us to drop in and find those things... 

In my second session of practicing I wrote in some of my decisions about the chords and their flow and worked on that more. Drawing out the sound with the bow: that physical feeling of drawing out versus attacking or hitting the chord... I noticed this time that m. 5-8 correlate to m. 13-15 and made my approach more similar. I decided that my approach is generally cohesive in the bowing but I need to keep my minds attention throughout similar...  Tried to tune the leap down to the c#... and played through again. 
 
One of the most difficult things with students is when they practice something and it doesn't stick. What I tell them is that we don't know how long certain things take to learn... a day, a week, a hundred times... and also that we can come back and ask why? did I miss something in my technique that could fix this problem? (Sometimes I know what that is for my students and sometimes I don't... hence, more study with a PHD!)

I think I'll move on to another movement and come back to some of those issues tomorrow. 



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Christmas Vacation Practice

12/29/2021

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 Well the Christmas plan sort of worked... I took more time off and on certain days I followed my plan and got small productive things done. I even performed the prelude and Allemande of Bach for postlude at a church service. Now it is Christmas Vacation week and I am so grateful to have one full week of not teaching. Students continue to let me know they are available for lessons and I am having to intentionally say no each time. Thats hard, because I could also use the money, but I need this time for me- to recover (from travel, holiday, student recital, busy Fall) and to practice! 

Monday 12/27    2 hours mostly on movement two. Also cleaned up/clarified the bowings in Gigue 
Tuesday 12/28    2  1/2 hours Cleaned up/clarified the bowings in the two Gavottes... fun comparing my version with the two versions I am learning from... fun to compare their bowings and fingerings and decide what I want to do... I'm not sure I am making solid WHY/Cohesive decisions but I am learning a lot... 
​Wednesday 12/29     2 hours Very productive today! pinky and third started hurting after yesterday. I got through today okay, avoiding just two spots that aggravated it. It hurts so deciding to not push for more time today. 
Thursday 12/30    1 and 1/2 hours.   My first attempt I quit in four minutes and came back many hours later... I just kept trying and got some time in.
Friday New Years Eve!    2 hours.  I spent a lot of the day just trying to come back and put in time. It wasn't that productive, in the end I did a lot of playing through... 
Saturday   REST
Sunday 1/2    2 hours. Told myself First, I'd make hot chocolate, then I'd stretch, then I couldn't get up until I'd done thirty minutes and I had 45 very productive minutes on Bach! 15 min. work, then play through... Did 1 1/2 hours on Bach, then half hour on Finzi. 

​Super proud of this week! 12 hours! 
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Dec. 1 Day 88

12/9/2021

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Dec. 1 was the deadline for prescreen videos. Wednesday. On Monday I set up the video on the computer and got it done. It was hard. I think I got about 85 % of what I could do. My motto for the day was: 'My Best Is Good Enough'. Today I will give it my best and video it and it is good enough. I wore a warm hat in the video. It was cold. I kept turning the heater off so it wouldn't make noise. I expected to feel excited, relieved when I was done. Instead I felt drained. Exhausted. I told myself I could take Tuesday and Wednesday completely off. That felt good! I had time to do some things I haven't in a long time. Thursday I even made cookies! I can't remember when I made cookies last... a year? Dec.1 was the lowest I have been in a long time... sigh. The pre-screen video came after being with family for Thanksgiving, traveling, grieving... and took so much emotional energy.

When I realized how drained I was on Monday I tried to take care of myself, rest, relax... but I couldn't stop the train. Thursday Dec.2 was better, and I improved... Saturday I went to Florida to visit my brother and family. I took my music to work on during the flights and waiting in airports, but I only touched it for a few minutes. I'm back now and I am just not motivated at all. Part of it is not knowing if I will be given an audition. Part of it is just being burned out. Wanting to do Christmas things, and home stuff... and grieving. Today I tried to pick out an ornament I could give everyone that said something about Mom and I started crying really hard and feeling panicky. I wasn't sure I could get from there to teaching later in the day, but somehow I did... There is an underlying layer of sadness under happy times, and laughing, and loving, and teaching, and cello. 

Another feeling I had after the audition was the sense that my confidence had been dissolved... that the process of preparing showed so clearly my faults... and with thinking about schools came thinking about other cellists... and feeling like I had little to offer and so much to learn... that I wasn't good enough, that I couldn't get there... and how on earth will I prepare an audition... I felt completely demoralized. But I got it in. The only chance I have of getting accepted is applying so here we go. "If you don't aim at something you will hit nothing." 
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I have an idea of what I might need to do to prepare an audition now, but the size of that task is so big I feel totally unable to move forward. I think I need some time off... and I need to keep it mini for awhile... not stop, just back way way off... Stay with it but tiny, productive steps...  
Here are tiny steps I can take between now and Christmas which will be useful:
Play through the cadenza
Practice my sixths pages
Practice thumb position 
Finger the rest of mvnt. III
Play Bach for people! 
Listen to Bach
Memorize a measure of something 
Practice hard spots
So from now until Christmas I will do one useful, thoughtful thing with my rep. every day. 
Ah, I like that plan. We'll see after that! 


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